Peace

When Melissa Meets Edmond (Part 2)

2010-01-29T14:13:00.009+08:00

Edmond, 22; has extremely flawless skin, slim body size with a medium height. He wears a pair of glasses with thick black frame whenever he goes. He always make sure that his hair is neat and at the partition that has been set. He is quiet and is observed that he has not much friends around him. His first impression to most people is a total nerd!

Melissa is the first girl that he loves. Although he only owns a bike but he never fails to bring her out when there is a chance. He even secretly bought Mellisa a helmet as a gift for her. Melisa is very happy no matter what he gave her.

"Am I talking too much? or he is paying his full attension to me?" Melissa always murmured in her heart. Whenever Melissa talks, Edmond will always listen and smile to her; as if he is entertained by her.Edmond quietness makes Melissa feels that he is not willing to share his thought and feeling.

Melissa counted the days that she be with Edmond every night before she sleeps. "95 days!" she exclaimed in her heart one night. After 5 days, it will be their 100 days of being in this relationship. She thought of doing something special for Edmond. "Hang out this saturday? Not a bad idea!" she smile on the mirror as she speaks.

She picked up her cell phone that is lying on the desk without second thought. She searched for 'Edmond' and pressed call. Her heart was racing like cats and dogs when the network is connected.

"Hi, Mellisa!" Edmond picked up the phone.

"Hi Eddie!" She sound excited.

"What's up there?" Edmond sensed the unusual feelings of her.

"Well, this Saturday we gotta go to Eastern City!" She do her very best to cover her exciment.

"This saturday?" He feels weird with her sudden demand.

"Yes, this Saturday!" She emphasized one again.

"Why this Saturday? What about Sunday?" There is plenty of questions in his head.

"No, no Sunday! I will see you on Saturday ya! Good night!" She hung up her phone before he ask the same question again and again.

"Haha... Edmond didn't know that it's our first 100th day!" she speak it out to herself before she went to bed.

To be continued...

When Melissa Meets Edmond (Part 1)

2010-01-25T13:51:00.008+08:00

This is another real life love story. You might think that it is another ORDINARY love story, it is really up to you. I'm writing in the stand of girls...

PART1..........................................................................................................

Melissa, a 21 years old undergraduate student is a happy country girl. She is smart, cheerful , dependent and hard working. Although she is not that kind of people which could express her feelings and emotions easily. She rather describes her feelings through words and sentences on her Facebook account. People always describe that she is strong and tough but she is just like another ordinary girl that dreams for her dream-man, at times.

Every year, a society that named New Spring which is held by the undergraduates will recruit for new member and committees. It's a society that organized activities to spice up the life of the university students, especially the freshers. A bunch of Mellisa's friends urged her to join since they missed it last year. Without second though, she attended the first meeting, and without much expectation; she was elected as one of the committees.

Being the committees of the society is not as easy as we taught. Planning, organizing, communicating and negotiating with people is not an easy job since every activities is seems a big and bold one. Despite busying for assignments and exams, she has to attend meetings every night, sometimes even till mid midnight; for planning the coming activities.

She had never regretted of joining the society. It's not because that she learn more things, find more fulfillment in her university life or met more friends from other faculties. In these 6 months, she began to have a new chapter in her life. She met the man that she loves and he loves her as well. They complimented each other when things seems don't get right. They encouraged one another when there is a downturn in their life. They even motivated between them self to work harder even thought they are so busy in the society.

To be continued........................................................................................................

Revolving

2010-01-15T09:24:00.004+08:00

I passed how many motels
And had realized that leaving is not a wrong choice
Have you ever looking back
Or keep the past as memory?

So that there is so memorable in everyday

When gone through all the toughness
Count the tears that you had
I know that the heritage of love is painful

Lay through how many bed
Changed how many belief
Just allowed the weeding ring to be exchanged without regret

Let the warm of a body
Transfer to another chest
Create a hope for the past mistake
Perhaps every human behave this way

When you experienced the tragic
You won't be the lamb of sacrifice in courtship

Memory just like the moon which is not tangible
When you hold it darkness will come

Let the virtual shadow disappear
The sun will shine on you
Let all the mistake be pardoned
Love will never ends
Dreaming of happy after ever
You gotta have courage

Waiting to be home

2009-09-14T13:39:00.002+08:00

Study harder.
4 days towards holidays.
Monday: 12:00 polymer quiz 3
Tuesday: Due date for environment assignment
Wednesday: PSM meeting
Thrusday: Party Time!!!

I sticked a notes in front of me coz my concentration seems so deviated. I can't wait for going back for holiday!!!! i screamed at myself many many times since last week.

Looking Forward to the Coming Holidays

2009-09-01T15:28:00.003+08:00

This is the 8Th week in campus. I starred at the calender last night, counting the days that I would leaving here. I still consider this semester is a light semester, with only 16 credits hour! At times, I was really boring. I got no transport and it's really hard for me to move around during Saturdays and Sundays. Gotta look outside from the window is there any buses coming and run down!!! There is when I spend some time to make dessert, cook dinner.

Proposal, proposal, proposal..... this is totally scary. we got sleepless night, reading, searching, writing and all stuff... At times, I even woke up in the mid night because of PROPOSAL. Whatever! Such a great relieve when I passed up the proposal. You know, I think I got the ability to do things fast, I used 4 days to complete 20++ pages of proposal. Or in other words, when you are desperate, everything is possible.

After the crazy proposal week, guess what? Exams, tests, assignments due date are queuing behind. 24 hours is not enough!!! Actually it's enough! Stop sleeping, stop watching movies... Have qualitative and quantitative time for youself to study ya!

Explotion of Baby Lamp

2009-07-20T18:29:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I dropped my baby lamp.

Unfortunately, when I try to switch it on, it could not light up!

I guess the light bulb must be losen or something.

So I tightened and tightened it...

OK, it should be that way, I whispered.

I fixed into the 3 pin plug and nothing happen..

Impossible, I was wondering in my mind as I pushed the baby lamp hard into the 3 pin plug.

"BANGGGGGGG!!!!!"

Oh no!!!! I screamed in the bottom of my heart. The light bulb has explode!

Thank God that I'm still alive! This was the first thought that came across my mind.

My hand is painful althought it isn't injured. It might be the momentum inside the bulb has hit me so hard.

I spoilt 4 plugs in my room, which every plug could not be used. I'm not sure why? I thought only one plug has been burnt inside... Perhaps the authorities may fix the plugs as soon as possible. I really need it so much!!!

Fire Fly Island

2009-07-19T11:23:00.003+08:00

After 1 week of busy schedule, a group of of decided to go for a retreat in Kota Tinggi. I'm not sure what's the exact landmark name, just call it Fire Fly Island, alright!!!

It was a really long journey.. From Skudai to Tebrau City , 40 minutes. From Tebrau heading to Kota Tinggi, another 1 hour 30 minutes. What to do in the car? Is so dark and nothing can be seen on the way. Trees and rubber estates.... Play with Leah's Mr. Pooh...

Oh no!!! We got so excited. There are boats to bring us travel to the island and see fire fly glows in the dark.

Oops... the boat seems drowning to one side coz there are too many of us sitting on the same side. Scary...

My New Hostel

2009-07-15T13:50:00.004+08:00

A few days back, I was busy moving my stuff from my old hostel to my current staying new hostel. The process isn't fun at all. Getting sweat, sticky, tired, muscles ache and all unwanted symptoms that you could ever imagine...

For your info, I'm staying alone-single room. I was happy and excited to design the setting my room properly. I was really afraid to sleep alone at night, thinking of a disturbing ghost might beside me and all kind of stuff that seems stupid.. Haha...

My new hostel is really a nice place. I wish to upload you some picture as soon as possible.

The Weeping Paris Jackson

2009-07-09T22:19:00.004+08:00

"Since I ever born, Daddy is the best father that you could ever imagine. I love you_so much!" Paris wept on her father memorial service.

Paris and Marlon words really pinched my heart and it is really touch. From what Paris and Marlon say, I could sense that how lovely and caring Michael was. You will only express that special love unless you encounter it yourself.

These few days I had never missed any news regarding Michael. Something that is really amazing is I could stare at the same page for a very long time. I love to read the comments from Michael friends and I find that he was really adorable!

Their words, their comments just play in my mind again and again... How sweet is that if you and me have the similar comment from our friends and family.

Dear Smokers,

2009-07-08T21:04:00.002+08:00

Not to offence the smokers, but I want to advice you stop smoking!

I don't care what kind of reasons and nonsense that you gave yourself (NOT me), make a statement to yourself that you don't want to be a slave of the cigrettes.

Smokers, please do not smoke in the public. I won't be reasoning with you about health issues since you chose not to bother about it although you knew it so well!!!

I hope you understand that not everyone could stand the smoke just like you can't stand some body odour or the shit smell!

The Journey of Love

2009-07-05T17:36:00.002+08:00

I don't know how close is your relationship between you and your dad. Me? We rarely talk, but I knew that he loved me A LOT. And me too.

5 July 2009

8:00 am- He came to my room and woke me up.

8:30 am- We departed to Georgetown to get my Passport done.

Unfortunately, the department wasn't open on Sunday. We told the people incharged that the letter stated it open even on Sunday. The message was extremely misleading, the guy told us we need to go to the Mainland office, not the Island office. I was quite dissapointed, thought of never got my passport since I'm working in every weekday.

Whithout a second thought, my father drove to Mainland to get my things done.We are not familiar with the roads in Mainland, I really want to give up of traveling there but my father insisted.

9:30 am - We found the place.

After filled in the form, we are told need to wait for 2 hours for the passport to be done.

We shared things like my life in campus and how would it be for my coming final year.

11:30 am - Everyting is done and we went home.

When we crossed the Penang bridge, I think that Penang is a beautiful Island. It's always beautiful to me because there is always somebody that loved me no matter what happen...

I Can't Sleep...

2009-06-30T20:17:00.002+08:00

I'm partially holidaying at home.

For your info, I'm working in Forensic Department for almost 2 months.

What will you do when you are home? Eat, sleep, watch movies til late at night and wake up not in the morning. Exactly!!!

No longer!!! Although it comes to weekends.

I have no idea why I always wake up late at night without a reason or dream of something that frightened me until I not dare to sleep again.

I remember last week while I handing analysis on basic drugs, I forgot to place in a paticular reagent which differentiate it with acdic drugs analysis. I really had no idea why I could notice this at the middle of night.

I keep telling myself I want to see the results first before I repeat it. You know, this thing bothered me for a week.

Isn't it working life is that stress? I want to guard my mind and tell myself is alright! It's time to relax when back to home. Maybe this is call commitment and responsibility towards your job.

Yes or No

2009-05-30T21:29:00.002+08:00

1. You can ONLY answer Yes or No!
2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages or comments you and asks!

Now, here's what you're supposed to do... And please do not spoil the Fun. Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag as many of your friends as you'd like to. Then see what happens.

1. Asked someone to marry you? --- No!

2. Kissed anyone?--- Yup..

3. Been arrested?--- Choi, no la!!!

4. Slept in until 5pm? --- At times yes.

5. Fallen asleep at work/school?--- Yup.

6. Held a snake?--- No!!!

7. Ran a red light?--- Yes, many times.

8. Been suspended from school?--- No

9. Written off your car/motorbike in an accident? --- No no..

10. Been fired from a job?--- No

11. Sang karaoke?--- Yes

12. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?--- Yes, I did.

13. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?- Haha.. yes!}

14. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? --- Yup!

15. Kissed in the rain? ---yes

16. Kissed someone you shouldn't?--- yes

17. Sang in the shower? --- Yes

18. Sat on a rooftop? --- Yup..

19. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes?--- no

20. Broken a bone?--- yes

21. Shaved your head?--- no la..

22. Got a tattoo? --- no

23. Blacked out from drinking? --- yes

24. Played a prank on someone? ---Yes

25. Felt like killing someone? ---yes

26. Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? Honestly? --- yes

27. Had Mexican jumping beans for pets?--- No

28. Been in a band/sing in front of a large audience?--- No

29. Tripped on mushrooms?--- No

30. Donated Blood? ---No

31. Eaten alligator meat?---Yuck, no!

32. Eaten snake and bIawak meat?--- No

33. Still love someone you shouldn't?--- Never.

34. Thinking about the future?--- yes, always.

35. Believe in love?--- Yes

Self Investigate

2009-04-12T21:16:00.004+08:00

Time: 9:17 PM

Full name: Peace CSX

Songs that you listen to: Not listening

Where do you stydy?
UTM

What is the last thing you ate?
Fisherman's Friends

Weather: Is lightening. I guess going to rain tonight

Wearing contact lenses?
No

Last birhday celebration how many candles on the cake?
I never buy cakes for my birthday.

When you usually blow candles?
No, I didn't do that.

Kept any animals before?
Fishes

Siblings: 2 sis, 1 bro.

Eyes colour: Dark Coco

How many holes you pinched on your ears?
2

Tattoes?
I don't have.

Do you love your life?
sort of.

Birth place: Penang Island

Where you saty?
Johore

Drank alcoholic drink before:
Yes, i love Carlifornia wine.

Are you layal?
Not really.

Any accidents happened in you before?
No, I'm a good driver.

Have a crush before?
Of course!

Are you dare to confess your feelings?
Not really. I'm dare to give hints

Favourite food: Mum's cooking, Penang Laksa

Beverage: Milk, wine.

Colours: Yellow, gold, pink.

Cartoon: Sponge Bob

Movies: Real life stories- Blood diamond

Favourite brand: Voir

Life that I missed the most: Secondary school life

Saddest moment: I don't remember.

Favourite flowers: Anything in red and pink.

Person that I'm afraid to meet: Faking ones

Sports: I don't like sports. Bowling perhaps.

Ice cream: Green tea flavour

What did you scared?
loneliness.

Favourite TV channel: TVB

If I'm reborned... I have to be very rich

Things that I hate to do: Tidy up things, do laundries

Things that I hated other do: lie to me, disrespect.

I'm good at: Read ones' mind.

My ambition: Head of Chemistry Department

When will I be after 10 years?
A famous chimical company- SHELL, PETRONAS...I am one of the manager.

When you seems so bored what will you do?
On line, watch HK drama series.

The most annoying thing in the world:
when there ironic things appeared.

The most best thing that happened in this world:
when everyone have all they need.

If you are not confident about something what will you do?
I will ignore things that I not sure but speak what I'm confident of.

If somebody misunderstand you, you will...
I will tell him the truth.

If somebody misunderstand you and didn't want to listen to your explaination?
I will make him listen to me no matter how.

Have you thought of how to treat the person you hate?
I will say something to let them feel ashame.

When your partner pay your bill, do you think that it's a must?
Depend on situations.

Who do you miss?
Family.

When will you plan to marry?
When I meet the one.

how was today's mood?
Slightly below moderate.

Have you thought of killing yourself?
Yes. Long time ago when I suffered depression.

Do I Have A Chance?

2009-04-04T22:43:00.002+08:00

I met Mr. J 5 years ago. We nearly to be a coulpe but something just held me back.

Our similarities:
We're same year.
We study physics.

.... I can't recall what else.

Something that held me back:
1. He is not faithful. (Flirts with girls from time to time)
2. He is not honest. (Stammer a lot when ask him about another girl)
3. He is immature.(I dunno how to define. Girls, I knew you hate it as well!)
4. He is TOO ego. (I also have my ego, but he go beyond my limit.)
5. I'm smarter. (I can't imagine somebody that is not the same standard with me.)

He will find me whenever he broke up with his girlfriend.
I'm not surprised why he find me today.
It seems I knew it what he gotta to say.

"Are you still attached?"
"No."

"Do I have a chance?"
"I didn't think of this kind of things."

"You can start thinking now..."
"I don't trust long-distance-relationship."

"I can wait for you."
"That's is unrealistic."

Summary:
I don't trust going-to-be boyfriend could become your boyfriend one day when you have seen so many flaws in him.

The Day That Time Passes Fast

2009-02-15T22:17:00.004+08:00

6:30 am - wake up + bathe + breakfast

7:30 am - walking to lab + prepare for lab work

11:00 am - Haven't finish my lab work but it's time to change class!

1:00 pm - Lunch time! Unfortunately, got replacement class.. (I was too hungry, ran to a nearby stall and munched a burger.)

1:10 pm - Finished my lunch and entered class. 10 mins late...

2:00 pm - Went to library to revise tomorrow exam

4:00 pm - Went to lab again to continue morning's lab work.

5:00 pm - Still can't finish lab work... what to do? Go class first!!!

6:30 pm - I reached hostel. Hungry + sleepy + exhausted

7:30 pm - Revise tomorrow exam...

12:00 am - I need rest!

Model Life 12: Red Top, Black Pants

2009-01-11T21:12:00.005+08:00

Red tops + black pants.
It is CNY hot selection?
I don't know. But bloody red always glows with shinny black.

Without fail, after visiting relatives, we will hang out in Queensbay.
Any new things in Queensbay?
I don't know. Most of the shops closed in the first day of CNY.

It will be my last day at home. I can't believe that I didn't come up to here since I was back!
One of my friends says that, he knows why I always blog when I'm in campus. It's because of loneliness. Well, it's quite true. I will not on-line, play games, check mail if I'm at home. I will on-line, check mail, (EVERYDAY!!!) or surf for things which are unnecessary when I'm away from home.

Don't be like me ya!

New year resolution: Give in 120% of effort in doing everything, work like an aggresive ox!

Model Life 11: Can't Do Without Leaving

2009-01-06T16:15:00.004+08:00

Model: Is he the one? Or he is not the one? Your sister might ask for you opinion. Your friends might be one of them asking. Perhaps you are the one that asking youself this questions! There are always choices for you- LEAVE or STAY. I will not encourage you to leave without reasons.

I will stay when: I belive things will turn out right, I'm confident that I can do better next time.

I will leave when: he is not loyal, we are not going the same direction, the relationship is no longer healthy, I don't feel comfortable with him and my heart tell me that's the end.

Here is the last song that I translated. It's a famous song by Nicholas Tse in 2000. The same thing, I didn't change the meaning; everything remains.

Can’t do without leaving

I’m not willing to feel sad
Because I need to lift you up
I’m not willing to be happy
Because I want to give it to you
I thought that when the sun rise diagonally
You will see a miracle in life
I almost forget why I should breath
But I never give up

#Flowers that used for decoration
It can never be fruitful
A body that is still alive
Could make you warm again
I used the strength that I have to touch you
It proved that you are deeply hurt
Let all the pain that you couldn’t carry in life
Place it in my hands

*Missing this valley so deadly
Hugs that seems so cramp
Did not allows me to rise higher but keep falling
In the decision of breaking up
I suddenly realize that
Your planet only allows me to weep
And I can’t dance

Repeat #,*

Look back at the narrow road
You could still see all the flaws
I decided to leave earlier than you

Repeat *

Model Life 10: Love After So loved

2009-01-06T16:10:00.003+08:00

It was once a great hit in Hong Kong music Industry, 2000. He was a bad boy but girls got crazy with him! To me, he is not only charming but he got a really sexy voice! Ouch.... He got all the good qualities to be an artist, don't you think so? By the way, he is Nicholas Tse.

Anyway, he was my first celebrity crush! When I got his official Music Recording Company, I sent a few letter to him. How many letters? Emmm... I can't remember, should not more than 10...

Tell you something that you won't believe, but you got to believe this:- I love to write lyrics when I was in my secondary. (Now still but seldom) I spent 2 nights to write a song for Nicholas. I even dreamt that he will include my hard work in his coming album...

Here is his song in the year of 2000. I remained everything in this song coz it's fabulous!

Love after so loved

I had never knew that you are that special
When I can totally leave you It makes me stronger
Let my dry skin rub and create friction
Perhaps my heart did not bleed

*If at first I could forget how to love other because of you
I’ll spread my arms and search for thousand of people to embrace me
If love is no longer contains in this world
But there is still you
I’ll burn the forest and bring the heat contains in the ashes as a substitute

Please do not say: Meet you other day
Why don’t you say: See you soon
Let the warm blanket be dried again
Where you have been do avoid passing through

Repeat *

*If at first I could forget how to love other because of you
I’ll spread my arms and search for thousands of people to embrace me
If love is no longer contains in this world
But there is still you
If I’ll never come back again
Once I think of you
How could I kiss other

Model Life 9: Believe In Return

2009-01-03T08:26:00.009+08:00

Another great song by Alex Fong and Stephy Tang: Good hearted, lots blessings.

Another version by Model and Ron Ng: Believe in Return.

Model: This song is dedicated for anyone who experiencing a broken hear. The decision is always yours. Stay or leave? People might not be telling you the answer. Analyze and make a way for yourself. Life moves on no matter what. Don't get stuck, friends!

R: Ron Ng
M: Model

Believe In Return
R: Love you with all my heart

I got a bad result
You chose to be with him in future

He doesn't appreciate you

I'm willing be there

M: I decided to love him

Wish me happy after ever

You will truely understand

I will stay no matter how

Not considering how deep the pain is

I'm willing to wait him

R: When I watch at you

I saw you stumble in steps

M: Will he be touched?

R: He was far away
M: Does he ran away?

R: Didn't care for you

M:I wanted to love him

Whatever you do

I would not look back in this journey

*R: My love for you

Nobody sees my goodness

Nobody appreciate my kindness

Just realized you are so used to be with him

You had never loved me I got it and I knew it

I didn't win but I could be the substitude

And be there for you

M: Nothing that he could compete with you

But I still will love him

Bowing down my head I heard his lies

Hopefully he tells my he loves me

But this never come true

Perhaps this is not the right time

R: Will I be condemned?
I will still listen to you

You say that to be hurt is better than to be dumped

M: I say there are still many girls

Like what I'm now

R: It's not the way for you to trust him for only a day

M: He might not be that

R: What he promised you he will fulfill it

M: He might can do it

R+M: I'm just like you

Never listen to advice

I'll sacrifice insted of doing nothing

Repeat *

M: Nothing that he could compete with you

But I still will love him

Bowing down my head I heard his lies

I knew that you loved me

And I need to pretend it wasn't true

Do blame me of not being a good person

R: I'm only your friends

I could sense it

I thought that you are my future

M: Both of us chose to be blinded

Til can't control

R+M: We don't have the right moment

R: What shall I do?

No one appreciates my goodness

No one likes my kindness

Should I learn to beheave like him?

I'm very sure and clear that

He never kissed you before

I didn't win but I could be the substitude

I'll be there for you

M: I knew that you loved me

Why is he never change?

R: I might wrong

M: I would forget and hug him at the next moment

R: I might be really wrong

M+R: I still believe that blessings will come to me in return

And I might got it in some days

Model Life 8: It's The End

2009-01-02T17:42:00.011+08:00

Recently I downloaded a song by Hong Kong Artist- Alex Fong & Stephy Tang, 'Perfectly In Love'. This is an amazing songs with beautiful lyrics and wonderful melody. I'm not a music expert but if you ask me to comment on it, I would say no comments!

In here, I rewrite another version of mine. I hope I could have the chance to present this with Raymond Lam.

R: Raymond

M:Model

R: I had met you for 3000 day, but I'm not recognized.

I'm thankful for the journey that have you with me.
I even thought that you will show me some kindness.
Am I having high hopes or being illogical towards you?

M: It's you that refuse to walk out and forget me.
I thank you for loving me.
To separate with a friend is easier that a love ones.
I don't want to mess this thing up.

R: It's the end if there is no surprise.
Find your true love begins on today.
I'll leave the old things behind so I could pursue my future.
I'll pretended that you had never existed in my life.

M: It's the end.

When you are not here, the situation doesn't change like what I expected.
It's never easy to let go the past.

If there is only me alone, I'll never know who I'm with now.

R: All the old messages shall be deleted and there will be no memories.
You and I had never been more than friends.
If the reality is just a joke, I would have known it from the very beginning.
Am I being too brave or avoiding the reality in the past?

M: I was a fool.

After a wrong doing I just realized that my mind buried all the past.
I will never mess things up again.

R: I do love you but you ignored me.

It's the end if there is no surprise.

M: It shall be so.

R: You'll find your true love begins on today.

M: I promise that I would never let myself to be alone.

R: I'll leave the old things behind so I could pursue to my future.
I'll pretended that you had never existed in my life.

M: Just pretended that I never existed.

It's the end.

You still can be strong.

Make a step forward you will feel so refreshing.

R: Wish that you'll have someone to love.

M: When you are not here, I'll still remember your love.

R: If you are here, perhaps I’ll never blindly in love with you again.
You and I will never be together.

M: May you don't tell me your regrets?

If you are more loving..

R: If I'm more loving, the coming ones will be really amazing.

Model Life 7: Report of The Day

2009-01-01T20:06:00.007+08:00

Today is the first day of the year of 2009. We do not have holiday here. If back to my hometown, i might met friends and wished them 'Happy New Year!'. I have a normal life, wake up at 6:30 a.m., bathe, have breakfast, attend classes and so on....

Things that I'm happy for today:-
~~~One of my lecturer that taught me during my first year is teaching me now!
~~~He still remember that I'm his student!
~~~He looked into my eyes and smiled to me! (I like his smile, it's warm!)
~~~I'm surprise that he extended the contract to work here!
~~~Finally, I wish that he won't remember that a year ago I was quite playful in his class...

Things that frightened me:-
~~~I got a hard subject!
~~~The lecturer have rubber band long face! (very strict.)

Summary:
I got 5 things to be happy and 2 things to be afraid.

Conclusion:
Today I'm a happy person!

Model Life 6: March In 2009

2008-12-31T17:37:00.007+08:00

Welcome to 2009! What is the first thing that you speak to yourself when you hear this?

I told myself that this year is the year for me to achieve more in my position and I want to be a better person.

How could you be a better person?

Well, be committed, plan before hand and complete things one day before date lines. Also, I'm a person who is quite impatient and always jump into a conclusion fast. This makes me judged a person or a situation unfairly. That's why I need to learn to be more patient.

Usually how do your family celebrate New Year?

My parents are both working. We don't celebrate. If it falls on a weekend, we might hang out in shopping mall and have fun!

Tonight will you be going out to countdown?

Oh, no! I used to did that last year. There was lots of people and of course, we got stucked in the jam for very long. I gotta go to class tomorrow morning. I can't afford to do this again.

What was the thing that you done in 2008 make you feel bad?

Well, I had bad mouth a person due to his bad attitude and weird behaviour. It's really annoyed me at times and it made me keep on discussing on him. I do feel very sorry of what I had done, although he had no idea what had I said. If this happen to me again, I'll not be judgemental and I'll want to be the one that could listen and understand him.

What will you buy yourself as an encouragement when you have accomplished what you planed?

I will award myself a wallet, probably a red or white wallet. I missed the chance to buy myself a wallet in 2008 coz the results I obtained are totally out of my expectation.It's not what I wanted. I promise I'll get it in 2009.

So how do you define your style?

Simple, comfortable and yet can draw attention.I do love mix and match. I did quite often myself. And sometimes It looks really amazing and stunning.

Your inspirations while dressing up?

The magazines and movies.

What makes you want to be different from the rest?

Because I believe that how you dress represents how much you know what suited you the most.

The last word that you want to tell your friends and family?I'm always thankful that you guys encouraged, empowered and showered me with all your love no matter where I am. I love you all. Happy New Year! Cheers!

Model Life 5: Kitty Be With Model

2008-12-30T17:31:00.011+08:00

Everybody at home loves Kitty!

Model: My sisters and I are happy to be with Kitty. Don't be surprised that when you find me talking to Kitty when I'm alone!

Kitty pecked on Model.

Model: This is what I feel a little afraid coz Kitty is not very clean!

Anyway, Kitty is a he!

Model: I reassure you again- IS A HE, ok! Can't guys be named kitty?

'Look at the cam!'

Model: Photographing is my job. I enjoy taking photographs with Kitty the most!

Kitty occupied the whole bed although he is small.

Model: I will talk to him things like 'You rest first ya! I'll come back later. You might have some biscuits, snacks, coffee, milk and you may use my laptop!' before I leave my room. You might think that I'm insane. I'm not!!!

He is resting.

Model: I love to look at him lazying around. And this cooled me down when i'm tight up!

Rolling around the bolster...

Model: I love to do this as well. It stretched your body and you won't feel sleepy anymore!

He loves watching You Tube!

Model: I was addicted of You Tube at once. You know, I'll online whenever I'm in room. I love a saying that 'Surfing net is like shopping.' If you surf without a purpose, it might be really boring.

He just noticed I snap his pic!

Model: I'm not afraid of showing people or talking about my life coz I live a healthy life!

Model Life 4: I'm Totally Back!

2008-12-29T21:30:00.007+08:00

I'm Model, and of course I'm as ordinary as you; I'm a human too.

I have been in this field for almost 2 years, but I had never changed. Whenever I start to work, I feel so refreshing and exciting! When I got a really busy day I'll be looking for weekends and at least a 3 days holiday. But this almost seems don't come true.

I will have a really long break after every 5 months. I love that long vocations but when I'm back to position, sometimes; I find difficulties to get on track, I mean the life, the schedules....

It's good that you have a change of environment, it makes you expose more and upgrade yourself in many other areas.

Model is totally back! I will be working on many great things in 2009! Cheers with me!

Model Life 3: 10 Minutes Interview

2008-12-28T17:43:00.009+08:00

1. So what do people call you?
My first name, last name and, Miao and so on.

2. And how young might you be?
21!

3. Who sleeps in the same room as you?
Roomate.

4. Suppose you see your boy/girlfriend kissing another person what will you do?
If kissing an opposite friend is totally unacceptable. Don't you watch Spiderman 3? When Peter kissed another girl MJ was mad!!!

5. You got a free trip, South America or North America?
North!

6. What would you do if a teacher of the opposite sex hit on you?
I don't really mind if it's comfortable ones.

7. Right now do you prefer a strawberry milkshake or a banana cupcake?
Milkshake. I love anything with milk! Slurp...

8. Is your phone within a meter radius of you?
Yup!

9. Wait, are you a guy or a chick?
I could be very boyish and a hot chick!

10. What are you wearing?
A T-shirt and shorts.

11. What color is the thing you are sitting on right now?
White..

12. Are you doing this just because you are bored?
Sort of...I wanna upload a blog since this morning but can't come out any idea.

13. What is bothering you right now?
Family.

14. Who do you think you're going to spend New Year's with?
Friends? Alone?

15. Have you been kissed at midnight?
Maybe.

17. Can you type over 60 words per minute?
Not really.

18. Are you tall?
How tall is consider tall?

19. McDonalds or KFC?
No, I need to avoid fast food.

20. What color is your hair?
Shinny deep brow.

21. What is your favorite color?
I love colours. I have every piece of clour in my wordrobe, it's depends on what I feel like wearing. But mostly are white and pink.

22. Is there a high chance of you going out to the movies soon?
Probably!

23. Do you have cancer or diabetes?
No, I'm healthy!

24. How smart do you think you are?
Of course I believe that I'm smart in some areas but not really in the area of academic.

25. Can you surf?
Oh no! I have the phobia of water.

26. Are you easily scared by a horror/thriller films?
Yes! I might close my eyes for the entire movie or creaming in horror!!

27. If you were given $100, would you spend it, or save it?
I have bought almost everything that I need so I'll save it!

28. If there was a spider in the room, would you stay?
Perhaps it's on my bed and desk.

29. What time is it?
dinner time, 6.30 p.m.

30. What do you wear to bed?
I will change into pyjamas to prevent mosquitoes bite me...

31. Would you ever become a vegetarian?
No.

32. Where are you right now?
Hostel room.

33. Can you swim well?
No, I very scared of water.

34. Do you shop for clothes?
Ya, I enjoy shopping.

35. Where do you think your love is right now?
Well, shall be eating dinner.

36. Do you believe in ghost?
Ya, I have seen it when I was small.

37. Do you love your friends?
Yes, I'm learning on how to love people more and have mercy for them.

38. Are you listening to music right now?
No, I seldom play music when I'm online.

39. Whose music you currently listen to?
Raymond Lam, Linda Chung.

40.What are you exciting for?
Chinese New Year!

Model Life 2: This Feeling Like No Other

2008-12-26T17:35:00.003+08:00

Model had left home. Her new semester will be started after 4 days. Usually Model chose to go back earlier coz she needs time to adapt in to the new environment.

The hostel was quiet, lots of her blockmates still haven't come back yet. Model made herself tired by cleaning up the room.

It's late at night. Model was physically tired but mentally not. When the environment around you is not the normal ones, something might trapped in your mind.

Model wept and wept. She doesn't understand why. Perhaps she is hurt. Perhaps she is lonely. Perhaps she misses home. Perhaps she regreted left home too early.

When you do not know how to express your feelings, weeping might be one of the best solution. It washed away the bad memories, covered the flaws and flushed away the worries.

Model wrote herself a message ' This feelings like no other. Until you had experienced it, you will understand.'

Model Life 1: Merry Christmas!

2008-12-25T16:37:00.006+08:00

"Merry Christmas!" Model received this messages since last night. She knew thatmost of her friends went out for party or anywhere.

Model stayed at home this Christmas.

'I am leaving home tomorrow morning. This will be the last night for me to spend at home.' Model murmured in her heart.

'Will I be lonely when I'm in campus? Maybe. Will I cry when I say goodbye to my family? I guess yes." Model though of that.

'Anyway, I'll be coming back!' She consoled herself this way.

'Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. 2009 will be the best year.' That was Model's last word for herself.

I Didn't Forget You

2008-12-23T16:36:00.005+08:00

Hi guys!I'm not late and I'm not early! I came at the right moment!

I and friends here sincerely wish you Merry Christmas!

How Fun Is This December?

2008-12-18T17:10:00.002+08:00

I'm top of the world! But I got height phobia, can't you see my greenish face?!

Blue blue sky and sapphire sea... It's so warm here..
How I wish I could live like a mermaid... Hehe...

I'm back to 16th century! I just knew that I'm the 7th princess of the country Collezniytra! I'm in love with the beautiful Palace.

Hey! This is really fun and scary! I'm biting my lips..

Things That Commonly Ask During Holidays

2008-12-17T23:58:00.003+08:00

1. What do you do during this holiday?
Watching HK drama series, shopping and perhaps reading fashion magazine...
~I hated this question!!! I hated to tell you that actually.

2. What is the funniest thing that you did?
Emm... quarrel and have conflict with a small pillow..
~you might not understand. Pretend that I'm insane ok!!

3. What food in Penang you ate the most?
All kind of mees... Hokkien mee, curry mee, wan tan mee..
~ but not even once Penang laksa. Weird right?

4. Do you enjoy your holiday?
Sure. Nothing is better than having holidays!!!
~Most importantly can talk nonsense with someone everyday. haha!!

5. You bought anything?
Of course la...
~I need to buy DVDs, clothes, magazines and some assosories at least once a month...

6. What time you sleep?
Around 1 a.m.
~I lay down at 1 a.m. but I'll think lots of things and sometimes couldn't sleep... I'm not very sure what is the exact time I slept.

7. What is the most tiring things that you have done?
Shopping I guess.
~I walked from Gama to Prakson and from Parkson to Gama again 3 times to get a pair shoes!

8. What is the thing that you don't like to do?
House work.
~Just don't love it and don't have the initiative.

9. Do you contact your friends?
Not really!
~Perhaps I'm too contented.

10. What do you do every morning?
Read news.
~To see where got sale. So happy that KOMTAR is reopen and there will be a great place to hang out!

Why You & Me Love Gurney!

2008-12-10T20:43:00.004+08:00

"Shopping!!!!" I screamed from my bottom of my heart when I was outside Gurney.

I really need to hunt for a handbag. I can't stand here for too long and take a pic, or else I'll be labelled funny, that is why it's blur!

This huge Christmas Tree is too big til couldn't contain in the pic!

This is not a bus stand. Still Gurney.

When The Clock Shows 6.00 PM

2008-11-19T18:00:00.008+08:00

This is my last hour of my last day of Sem 1. I woke up very early (7:30 am. I can't believe I could wake up that early without alarm!) and packed everything. I brought and bought lots of movies in my luggage. Now you know what I plan for a month of holiday!

Things that running in my mind:

1. I miss Asian Conference

I shouldn't go back that early then I could experience it..

2. When mum sees my colored hair, how will she react?

I can't lie to her that due to exam tension, my hair color changed!

3. I will miss JB too.

I love the freedom!

4. What should I eat in airport?

Definitely, no more fast food!

Alright! I'll talk to you again when I'm in Penang!

Ending of My 2nd Year Sem 1

2008-11-17T12:27:00.002+08:00

It shall be a happy news to inform you that I almost finish my exams.
But you know what?
Tomorrow is my last paper and the problem is I already in the holiday mood...
I don't know how to continue my study.
I though of a few ways to motivate myself by writing motivation quotes, thinking of something scary to get myself discipline, rewarding myself after reading a few pages.....
Sadly none of it works!

My mind is thinking about things to be done, places that I would want to visit and if i'm home now... Stop that!!!!

I need you to spank me!

Things That I Might Not Been Telling You

2008-11-10T18:11:00.002+08:00

1. I had my first exam and it was soooo EASYYY!!!

Don't ask how come. Because 95% of the questions I had done before.

2. I COLORED my hair!!!
Don't ask how much! It's not cheap but it's worth it ok!

3. I got food POISONING days ago.

Don't ask how does it feels. How I wish I never ate that food before and I swaer I would never ever forget the pain I suffered.

4. I just finished another paper and it was so AMBIGIOUS, TOUGH, SICKENING........

Don't ask what is happening. i knew that i shouln't be complaining but I just find it very hard for me.

5. I'm going home after 9 days!

Well, don't ask what am I going to do. Probably rest and watch dramas!

7th November, A Hot Afternnon.

2008-11-07T12:09:00.005+08:00

1. action or comedy?
Very tensed up recently. i need comedy.

2. Do you believe that everyone has a soulmate?
why not?

3. What's your current problem?
typical student's problem.. Need to study very hard for my final.

4. Have you ever had your heart broken?
of course, my heart is made of flesh not iron, k!

5. Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?
Too often! I easily fall for someone.

6. What is/are your favorite color/s?
Probably white.. It changes all the time.

7. Who is your celebrity crush?
During my secondary time got a few.. Now, don't have!

8. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Yes, I do.

9. What do you want in your life right now?
I need more time for me to fulfill my dreams.

10. Something you just don't understand?

Emm... did I look less than 20?!

11. What is the last thing someone bought you?

Fish porridge.

12. Name someone whose name starts with "G"?

Gabrinny!!!! I love his name!

13. Exactly where did you get the clothes you're wearing right now?

Penang.

14. What are you looking forward to in the next month?

Well I would be back to home for a month and I would visit Singapore after Christmas.

15. What was the last sound you heard?
Birds chirp!!!

River Walk

2008-11-05T12:25:00.009+08:00

After I had finished my first paper of exam, I no longer staying in my room and rewarding myself by playing games the whole day. You know, to prevent my itchy hands from searching new TVB drama series and get addicted at last; I chose to go Singapore- River Walk for an image workshop by Jill Lowe.

We reached River Walk around 6.00 p.m.

This is the bridge above the river.

Alright! This is the river!

I wish I could get in the boat! But how?

The Same Problem

2008-11-03T00:11:00.006+08:00

Hey, never get scared! I'm sure that if my mum see this she will scream in a high pitch "Aiyo... What happened!" No thief, ok!!!!

It's the season of exam. I just can't escape from this super messy condition around my desk and floor. You could see that my papers are lying along the floor and flying here and there.

I really need to admit that I don't have the habit of keep things in order and I won't place back the things I take from the original place. This is one of my weaknesses! P.S. My room is not always in this condition ok!!! It's just temporary. I do clear it at least twice a week.

Last week I do discuss this problem with my sister. Shoot! We have the almost same problem!

HELLO!

2008-10-29T11:15:00.002+08:00

"Tititi.... Hello Moto.. Titi...." my phone rang. When I look in the screen to identify who is calling me, I got so blur. It's Unknown. I am sure that I don't store any name as Unknown.

"Hello?!" I picked up the phone with suspicious.

"Hello! I'm from DG centre. Is your number 016-xxxxxxx?" He spoke in Malay.

"Ya." I'm not surprise how he knows or how he got my number.

"I want to congrats you that you have won RM50,000!"

"Hmmm..."

"Do you have My Bank account?"

"My Bank?" I started realise that his slang is quite weird and I don't know any bank named My Bank.

"Ya, My Bank! Do you have My Bank account?....." He repeated a few times.

"No. I don't have."

"Emm... This is a big amount of money. I really need your account number in order for me to transac you the money. So do you have other account? Give me any account!"

"I don't have any account." I speak in a very weird slang.

"Oh! you don't? You seems like a foreigner. You from China?"

"Thailand!" I have no idea why I said this.

"Oh... Thailand.... So where you stay now?"

"Johore."

"Ok. I really need your account number. Can you give me your parents'?"

"I don't have any. Nobody is here!" I'm actually saying I don't want to give!

"Nobody? Your husband not here?"

"............." Totally silence.

"Nevermind. Now you can go to a shop and buy a card called "Care Card". It costs you only RM50. You heard of this thing before?.............."

"No! i don't understand what are you talking!" Actually he talks a lot but I only get a little.

"ok.. I say again! #@$%^*)_!!!!.............." He repeated the same thing again.

"I still don't understand!" I'm mad!!!!!

".................."Total silence. I think he was mad too and he slammed the phone.

No matter it is true that you won RM50,000, never give your account number!!!!

GUESS WHAT??

2008-10-27T13:10:00.007+08:00

1. GUESS WHAT happened this 2 weeks?

I attended Degree++ courses continually for 2 weeks, which is every Saturday and Sunday from 8:00 am - 5:30 pm. I had ran out of v acabulary to describe to you how ????!!!! izzit... Seriously, I hated management subjects!!!!

2. GUESS WHAT thing I had done for my first time?

Hey, yesterday was my first time to lead prayer meeting. At first I feel kind of weird... I dunno why. But when I start it I feel it just flowed as smooth as a river. Thank God!!! I thought that I feel tremble along the way. It's not true! You need to trust me that if you set your eyes on God, you can do things that you never think of!

3. GUESS WHAT still in my container?
Is mooncakes!!! You might make the sound 'yerrrrrrrr'... whatever. It's still fresh, wanna have a try? come to my place! It's made by Alvin's mum.... Very nice!

4. GUESS WHAT will on next week?

EEEEEXXXXXXAAAAAMMMMMSSSSS!

Yes! I Got The Confirmation

2008-10-23T23:02:00.004+08:00

Before I go for exam, dad rang me. I got a confirmation of doing my industrial training in Penang General Hospital. It's quite a joyful thing to rejoice coz I had sent over 20 applications to other companies but seems no reply.

After I came back from exam hall, feeling so relax. When I thought of my final exam, I stared at this memo sticked on a book. I snapped this memo and applied it as the wallpaper of my phone. I think I would like to stick it in many places to remind myself.

I NEED to achieve at least CGPA 3.86 in order to let me get 3.65 and above!!!

Hooray!!!! Work witn me and lets encourage one another, my friends!

ZzzzzzZ....

2008-10-18T20:02:00.002+08:00

Have been so long didn't update my blog. Not because of no internet connection in my room. Not because of nothing to share. Now you know the answer. I hate to tell people that I'm BUSY...

A lot of things bumped in my life this week. I was wondering arond 3 thing basically.
1. My Chinese New Year air ticket.
I have no choice and have to skip class due to the ticket is either sold out or too expensive.

2. My placement of industrial training.
I sent my cover letter and resume to 20++ companies. The first reply was from a petroleum company which rejected me. I got a little frustrated...

3. What's wrong with a friend.
Please don't ask me. I would not want to talk, mention or think about this again.

You will never know

2008-10-09T11:34:00.002+08:00

You will never know that...

1. How beautiful your hometown is until you stay outside.
~now I do love my hometown- Penang a lot!!

2. How many of your schoolmates are still connecting with you after 5 years.
~not much but still have!

3. How much your parents love you until you move out home.
~well, i had knew that since the first day I left home.

4. What is the feeling when your good friend fall for you.
~It just feel so uncomfortable and there is something that hindering me to be closed to him.

5. How pretty you're until you dressed up in a prom night.
~Seriously everyone looks so goooood!!!!

6. How tense is university life.
~when piles of assignments come along with exam, we will get sleepless nights...

7. How much you have saved for your phone bill until you sign up D Campus.
~Yup... I'm using that. Now I call more often than messaging.

8. How embarrass Izzt when a stranger praise you.
~when i enter the class, i saw a guy stood in front of the door . He smiled and told me "you are very pretty!" in Cantonese... i dunno how to react at the moment but i do gave him a warm smile.

9. How fulfil you're when you had lead a group of people to accomplish a project.
~It's indescribable!

10. What is the feeling when you encountered a break up...
~i could describe as more painful than a minor surgery, trust me!!!

1 Day Before Going Back To Penang

2008-09-24T23:41:00.004+08:00

Didn't blog for so many days.. You know what? Busy with assignments and tests.

I will never forget 2 quizs and a test in a day! I was quite surprised when i received the quiz paper coz all is found in tutorial!!! Yahoo!!! I shouted deep in my heart.

Next, i was really last minute for the management paper. It coveres 6 chapters but i only studied half of the book. At the very last day, there is no time for me to read the text.. What I did is read the past year questions and memorize the answers!!! When I flipped the past year I was panic!!! There are over hundred of questions in a chapter!!! Means 600++ answers need to remember?! I told myself I don't want to be last minute again!!! Anyway, I memorize all the answer without choice.

So happy when this is the last day... I swore I will finish watching a TVB drama series and I did!!!

haha...

Oops! This is sweet!!!

We queued in KFC for 30 minutes but the line is not moving. At last we ate in Old Town..

The 9th Day Before Going Back To Penang

2008-09-15T16:36:00.005+08:00

1. What time do you wake up?
6:30 a.m.

2. Did you pay attention in the class?
Absolutely not! I was reading other subject and a lot of undone work came across to my mind.

3. Did you late to class?
Yes. During the 3rd lesson. I rushed back to print my report but there were a sea of people. I was late for 15 minutes.

4. What do you have for lunch?
Emm... spicy seafood rice.

5. You eat with who?

Alvin.

Introduce you a new friend --> This is ALVIN!

6. What did you guys chat?
We share our feelings. Actually there is a group of people who turned us down, hurt us and did not responsible for their group work. They annoyed Alvin and I felt extremely hurt.

7. Who is the first one you sms today?
Lucas. I was sobbing and I knew that he will help me.

8. Do you have tea time?
Yes. I just eaten 2 curry bun.

9. What is your plan tonight?
I want to revise my work!!

10. What is you wish?
I wish I have a set of drum in my room!

The 11th Day Before Going Back to Penang

2008-09-13T21:43:00.004+08:00

This week was full of exams... In Friday night, finally we got time to hang out togrther!!!

The 14th Day Before Going Back to Penang

2008-09-10T19:56:00.006+08:00

I am currently busy with lots of exams and assignments. I shall be not that burden if my tests didn't postpone again and again. It makes me think that I still have plenty of time. Actually is NO!!!! Still have new assignments coming on. I flipping my organizer, jotting down thing to do and writting motivation quotes for myself every day but I just noticed that I would be back to Penang in 14 days- 2 weeks time!!!

There were two new soft toys staying with me for 2 days. It's Lucas'. At first I though that the creature which looks like bear or dog is cute, but the little green turtle is so much cuter... Just that it's color may looks not that attractive. To my surprise, Lucas' has given me the turtle as a gift! Yahoo!!!!

Alright, I shall stop BLOGGING!!! I need to study for EXAMS!!!

It Might Be That Way, If....

2008-09-07T14:32:00.001+08:00

1. It will be really fun if you go watch horror movie with a group of friends, include girls and guys.

~~ You will notice how the ego guys the are. No matter how horror is it, guys will pretend 'it's not that horrible". But from their greenish face, you could tell that they are afraid too. When the girls shouted, they will burst into laughter. Actually, laughing is to release their fearful feeling...

2. You will be really home sick if everything around you seems not going right.

~~It's undeniable that home is our refuge. When things are not going in my way and plan, the first thought in me is to go home. When you have a good environment, you are not that willing to go home. Am I right?

3. It's really annoying when you meet a last minute person.

~~I can't do things in the last minute because I might get really panic. I really seldom did that.

4. It might be really romantic if somebody recorded his words and sang in a CD for you.

~~It is really full of surprises, trust me...But I don't like him that way.... I mean, we don't have the chemistry! We are just different and....

5. It might be really sweet if somebody calls you my dear!

~~Ya, you can feel the closeness that he wants to have with you so obviously.

6. It might be really nice if somebody tells you that you have a nice smile!

~~Lucas is the one that always praise me of having a beautiful smile! I need your approval too!!

This is Lucas and most importantly I knew that my smile is beautiful :) hehehe...

7. It is really happy when you don't have any exams!!!

~~That will be me! Haha... By the way, I still have lots of exams on next week and future...

8. It is really exciting when you have 6 assignments to be done in a week!

~~I had gone throught this 3 weeks ago. It's really terrible life, facing the laptop and papers throughout the whole day. Also, you really need to plan what to do in a day and you need to accomplish what you have planned. If not, you will cry at the last day... :-(

There are 10 things in today!

2008-09-05T17:25:00.000+08:00

1. What was today's weather?
Was very cold in the morning and getting hotter and hotter.

2. What made you smile today?
When my friends invited me to my favourite cafeteria.

3. What made you laughed so loudly today?
When a friend told me what happened in guy's hostel last night. (shh... secret!)

4. What time you wake up this morning?
6:30 a.m.

5. Do you feel sleepy today?
I was very very energetic in the morning. When I came back from class I was so sleepy.... Zzz...

6. What do you tell yourself before you leave your room?
Am I late? it's already 7:30 a.m., the test will be alright! I had studied every chapter and done all the pass year questions.

7. Do you bath?
I bathe in the early morning although it's freezing cold.. Also I just took a bath when I woke up from a nap.

8. How you dress today?
A 's' size collar T, blue jeans and my new Nike sport shoes. 9. Anything make you angry today?
Yes, my test postponed!!! When I heard the announcement I nearly shouted out "NO WAY!!!!"

10. What website had you visited today?
So far is blogspot and friendster.

God speaks

2008-09-01T20:54:00.000+08:00

I was involved a verbal fight with a friend. It caused a wall built in between us. I don't feel good for 2 weeks. I get sour deep in my heart. I dunno how to fce that person when I see her. I knew that i was cold to her... It's just unhealthy...

I just listened to a sermon and one point that really touched me is: accept yourself and approve yourself. Our life should be a praise! When I checked my mail, I read this message. I kept this message for months. I think this is what God wants to speak to me..

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

True friends: How many people actually have 8 true friends?
Hardly anyone I know ! But some of us have all right friends and good friends!!!

Being happy is the priority of living, If u wanna be sad, Be sad 4 something thats worth it.

Merdeka Countdown

2008-08-31T11:09:00.000+08:00

Yesterday noon when we reached Danga Bay, there were really really a lot of people. After the dinner we went and walk around. There are lots of stalls... It makes me feel very refreshing when look at all those so called 'branded' sweater, shoes and perfume. I love all this!!! Awwww.....

What really fun is 5 of us rented a 6 people bicycle and ride around the bay. There were only 4 pairs of petals, only 4 people can ride at the same time. In the very beginning, we were so excited! We screamed, raced with other rider and even the big TRAIN!!! That's really scary!!! And at many times we nearly bang other people and the trees!!! Sweat.... After 20 minutes, we were really really tired!!! You can't imagine how tired it is until you tried it yourself! Trust me....

We no longer shouting and ride like the ghost rider. The conclusion is, our rate of riding getting slower and our voices decreases when the time increases... This is call proportional.

Also, we asked the security police is there fireworks for tonight celebration and he declined it. we got a little dissapointed and wanted to go home. Later on, we met another group of friends and we sat down to play games...

"Boom!!!!" The total black sky was decorated with really beautiful colors... Who says no firework? I heard someone said this!!

31 Questions (Part 2)

2008-08-29T11:31:00.001+08:00

1. What do you think of the most when you are alone?
~ A lot of things.

2. When it is a rainy night, what do you do most of the time?
~ Put my blanket on and go to sleep ealier.

3. When was the last time you we're given roses and from whom?
~ I cant remember when is it.. from a guy, of course.

4. What do you do when you see a full moon?
~ I search for a star for it, so that the moon won't be that lonely.

5. Would you rather swim in the lake or dive in the ocean?
~ neither. I cant swim!

6. What would be the best partner of a good cup of coffee?
~ A laptop with some chocolate biscuits.

7. If you'll ask yourself a question now, what would it be?
~ Any plan for this 4 days of Merdeka break?

8. If certain things in your life will fall apart, what will you do?
~ I'll sort things out first. If the culprit is because of bad management, i'll get very angry.

9. What was the hardest situation you had?
~ i was so depressed n wanna give up my life during my secondary school time, but seems no body to turn to.

10. When your friends forget you, what will you do?
~ I can't do anything... i'll reintroduce myself again.

11. Do you talk to yourself?
~ I do.

12. Is there anything that you are craving for right now?
~ no.

13. Hp or Cannon printer?
~ Either one.

14. Ever cried for something stupid?
~ yes.

15. Do you like anime?
~ no.

16. What is your favourite music?
~ anything tat my ears feel comfortable.

19. First thing you do after watching a movie?
~ look at the time.

20. Do you wash the dishes in your house?
~ sometimes.

21. Can you last two days without a bath?
~ if i'm staying in Genting.

22. Most common words in your classroom.
~ Sure? how come? Serious?

27. Ever felt in-love?
~ yesssssssss.....

28. Who do you miss right now?
~ My family... get a little home sick since i came back..

29. You'd rather lose your mobile or your wallet?
~ dun wan lose any.....

30. Ever slept all throughout class?
~Nowadays seldom. May be Current Issues class...

31. Message for someone?
~ not really.

Answers for 31 Questions

2008-08-29T11:06:00.000+08:00

1.Do you like cheese?
::i love it !!!

2. Have you ever smoked heroin?
:: want to die izzit!!!

3. Do you own a gun?
::wat kind of gun do u mean? no gun la.

5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?
:: vy scared... especially 2 months ago that aoopintment.

6. What do you think of hot dogs?
:: i dun relly like it... especially the artifical hotdog, the color like a tongue. very scary!

7. What's your favorite Christmas song ?
:: The first noel.

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
:: milk or coffee + milk.

9. Can you do push ups?
:: i can't. my arms are very small..

10. Is your bathroom clean?
:: That's not my bathroom, is my hostel bathroom. Never mention it!

11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry?
:: i wanna something that is blinking and make me look sharp!

13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
:: I dunno. I think that is what God created and placed the gift in me.

14. Do you have friends?
:: yes.

15. Do you miss someone?
::Yes... missing somebody.

17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment?
::I need to buy a pair of sport shoes, I need to study right now but still writing blog, I need to clear up my room.

18. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink
::: milk, icy drinks, plain water.

19. Current worry?
:: nothing, i guess.

20. Current hate?
:: Exams!!!

21. Favorite place to be?
::Shopping complexes, my room, library.

22. Where would you like to go?
::Go anywhere that got sell Nike shoes.

23. Do you own slippers?
:: yes... I got 2 pairs of it.

24. Favorite color?
:: Whilt, pale pink.

25. Would you be a pirate?
::I dun think so.. I dun like to 'work' under the sun!

26. What songs do you sing in the shower?
:: I seldom sing. If i do, just any songs that came across my mind.

27. What's in your pocket right now?
:: nothing.

28. Last thing that made you laugh?
:: I and Alvin rushed to library's washroom after class to do big and small 'businesses'.

29. Who is your loudest friend?
:: A lot!

30. Who is your most silent friend?
:: A few...

31. Does someone have a crush on you?
:: Yes.

This is lame...

2008-08-29T10:47:00.000+08:00

I read about relationship stuff a lot. I think this is lame... marriage is not a feeling but a commitment.

Why women should marry engineers, and not any men of other professions....DOCTOR Supposedly, all women are after a Doctor, so don't expect your relationship to last more than 5 years. Eventually, he'll run off with some nurse from his office, or one ofhis young women patients that is pretending to be sick. He'll wait until you are stuck with a few kids to do this. This is not a problem with your Engineer husband. He had a hard enough time meeting you. It is unlikely he'll ever meet another woman in his profession.

LAWYER Do you seriously expect an honest,trusting relationship with someone who gets paid for lying? Once again, thisis not a problem with your Engineer spouse. He doesn't have enough socialskills to lie convincingly. Anadditional drawback to marrying lawyer is when the divorce happens you will get nothing.

SALESMAN See honesty segment under Lawyer. Plus, he will be traveling to trade shows, etc. where he will be in the company of other equally trustworthy individuals. Don't be surprised when you get the invitation to show up on the Ricki Lake show. The company that your Engineer husband works at will keep him in a cage,often called a cubicle, until he is ready to go home to you.

TEACHER The only reason he entered this profession is so that he could be surrounded by newly post-pubescent girls who idolize him. He'll be injail soon, and then you'll have tolook for another man.

HAZARDOUS PROFESSIONS, I.E.FIRE FIGHTER, CONSTRUCTION WORKER, ETC.Your husband, if he is not dead by some accident, will likely be crippled with a back injury, etc. just about the time you are at your sexual peak.The only hazards that your Engineer husband will face is losing his eyesight by staring at the computer terminal for too long. This hazard actually has some benefits. For one, he will not notice that you are getting older, since you will bea blur. He will remember you as whenhe first met you, because the memory will still be sharp. And If you think he is looking atanother woman, and you ask "Honey,were you looking at her?", he'll honestly be able to say that hedidn't even see her.

The 45 things

2008-08-28T12:13:00.000+08:00

In the early of November 2007, I dated monkey. I called him monkey because he is tall, skinny and the most important ones- he always pick on me. I met him in a revision class a month ago before we date.

I'm as normal as you. We encountered the same process when we have a crush. Did you ask questions from "why am I missing him so much? why must we talk every night? does he likes me?" to questions like "is he really the one? won't it be too fast to date a person that you know for only a month?" ? If you do, you are falling for somebody! Ouchhh.....

I read this message that forwarded by a friend and I forwarded to him. I dunno who wrote this... something mentioned really make sense.

45 Things that a girl would want from their boyfriend.

1-touch their waist
2-talk to them
3-share secrets
4-give her your jacket
5-kiss them slowly

are you remembering this?

6-hug her
7-hold her
8-laugh with her
9-invite her somewhere
10-let her be with you when you're with your friends keep reading
11-smile with her
12-take pics with her
13-pull her onto your lap
14-when she says she loves you more,deny it.fight back
15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved Are you thinking about someone?
16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her
17-kiss her unexpectedly
18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST
19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy!
20-tell her the way you feel about her! .. (u need to show her you mean it too.)
21-kiss her on the lips
22-DON'T ask her to buy you stuff. you buy HER stuff
23-TELL HER WHAT FEELS GOOD
24-make her feel loved
25-buy her stuff. small things can still help we might deny it but we actually like and kinda want you to get us things
26-DON'T LIE TO HER.
27-DON'T CHEAT ON HER.
28-take her anywhere she wants
29-text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school/work, and how much you miss her
30-be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you are you still reading this u better be its important
31. Hold her close when she's cold and she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the tip of her nose; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss them).
34. While in the movie, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Don't ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If she's upset, comfort her
remember this next time you are with her
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her hold her in your arms as long as possible
41. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night44. Dedicate a song to her.
45. Always Remind her how much you love her.you'll never know when she needs just a little more love

First Comes First

2008-08-27T15:55:00.000+08:00

First mobile phone
Plilips color screen.

First country travelled
Singapore

First job
Air refresher promoter

First e-mail
Yahoo!

First cake tried in Secret Recipe
Chocolate

First crush
A girl..

First drum lesson
Just very recently

First movie watched
with family, i forgot the title...

First subject flunked
BM

First flight
from Penang to JB

Wh questions!~

2008-03-27T11:11:00.000+08:00

what is happening recent?
Nothing, typical university life.

what is bothering me?
All the tests on next week.

where i usually go?
library.

what am i thinking?
when shall i go home.

what i do after class?
have a nap.

why am i writing this?
coz i feel like it.